I don’t even wanna get up tomorrow. I sent an e-mail to my internship coordinator who FAILED ME (?!?!?!) on Friday asking if the fail was a mistake and didn’t get a reply because he doesn’t check his e-mail like EVER and doesn’t check them on the weekend and is bad at his job.
I don’t want to travel all the way to campus again to talk to him face-to-face about how ridiculous this is and how I’ve never failed anything in my life and I’ll be damned if I’m gonna let him fail me in a pass/fail course and tell me my efforts weren’t even worth 50% and I don’t deserve to GRADUATE.
I don’t even know if he’ll reply tomorrow. Last time I e-mailed it took 10 days to get a reply.
This is MY LIFE, dude. Check your e-mail. You may be stopping me from graduating but please, take your fucking time getting back to me about this issue.
Like, I’ve had teachers that give us their personal cell numbers and encourage us to text them with questions at any time and this guy won’t get back to me about my fucking graduation status.
I don’t have the energy to cause the shit storm necessary to get this fixed.
@2 days ago
I’ve been out of school for 6 weeks and all I’ve done is go to the gym like 5 times a week and drink a lot.
And I’m WAY too content just doing that. There’s no real push in my life to make me get a job other than the crushing fear that I’m a completely useless human being and need to start doing something with my days.
The job hunting process is just so overwhelming. Update resume. Take 3 days to craft one cover letter. Wait by phone. Get a call? Let it go to voice mail because talking on the phone makes me anxious. Call them back!? Why didn’t I just pick up!? Go on an interview. Completely blow the interview because I was too anxious to properly prepare and have psyched myself out completely and want to come across as ‘professional’ which actually just comes across as ‘boring with no personality’. Do not get job.
@21 hours ago